我討厭我自己

今天又做了傻事 but I dunno why do I get angry easily because of a very small matter nowadays. I really hate it but I myself cant help it. Just before the moral class started I already did stupid things which caused one fella to be mad at me. Ended up cold war for the whole period..LOL.. Wanted to go away just like that, I myself also dont know why. Dont know whether I'm still angry or I do not know how to apologize. I really wanted to leave the place after Moral at once. Even thought of stopping again coz the feeling of insecure come to me again. I really hope this feeling go away from me but this feeling comes again whenever I'm feeling down. I know I'm stupid and helpless. =(